In my opinion smoking is indeed a choice. Firstly, one can choose to smoke or not doing so at the very beginning. Also even though one is addicted to smoking, s/he can also choose to give it up for his/her own sake.
Now I am using the computer with no Chinese compatibility, so forgive me for typing this diary in eng.
What I have done yesterday were studying, sleeping in the morning and afternoon, and surprisingly, playing online game, thanks to Connie's recommendation=.=. One thing special was that I acknowledged my fd is in a relationship with one I got to know a few months ago. I had much to express initially since I thought that it's....odd, but it's his choice, so I gave up telling him those things. Good lucck to you both. Anyway, I have not slept until 5 sth even though I told him I was going to bed at around 1. Somebody may feel uneasy when he sees my reason of burnin' the midnight oil. I promise I won't do that again....probably. Kong, sorry for that.
Even though today I am exhausted, I still want to see your face since it is part of my "best time".
I wanna fall into you And I wanna be everything you want me to But I'm not sure I know how I lose faith and I lose ground.
When I see you I remember, oh Unconditional love (Love, love, love).
It doesn't matter what I say 'Cause it always seems you're taking me the wrong way But if you could read my mind You'd see, I fight myself all the time.
When I see you I surrender, oh Unconditional love (Love) love (love) oh-woe (love) (Love) love (love) oh-oh (love).
Standing on a wilder shore I got my head up in the clouds Oh, I ain't got no sense of direction now.
I wanna lie next to you And I wanna do everything you want me to But I'm not sure I know how Put your arms around me now.
When I feel you I surrender, oh Unconditional love (love, love, love) Oh (love, love, love).
Put your arms around me now 'Cause when I feel you I surrender Unconditional love (Love) unconditioned love, hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo (love).
When I see you I remember Unconditional love (Love) all you need is (love) what the world needs (love) Now the word is love (love) love (love) hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo (love).
Lyrics:Matt Slocum Music:Matt Slocum Artist:Sixpence None The Richer
Kiss me, out of the bearded barley Nightly, beside the green, green grass Swing, swing, swing the spinning step You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me
Kiss me down by the broken tree house Swing me upon its hanging tire Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat We'll take the trail marked on your father's map
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me
kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me
it's been so long i have waited for the summer come along and the sun will always shining above just for you and me and i'm trying so hard to believe that our love has gone so far coz the journey was too long the path so real
# pick me up take me to a place i've never been before in my heart i've found a place to keep your smiling face don't you know you should be here and you're holding my hand just like we used to be before
since you have gone i'm so alone so cold so hard to be strong but life is going on and on
